usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i'm asking you nicely to please stop reading here if i have so many issues i need to get over and i need to get my life straightened out and grow up why the fuck are you still reading this garbage? just curious? howdy peeps, ya'll can just ignore that little blurp up there. it's nothing important. i refuse to let someone make me feel bad about what i write here. it's mine. if you don't like it, go away. so, i got to sleep until nine-thirty this morning. go me! falling asleep at six-thirty in the morning does have it's advantages too i guess. i tossed and turned so much at one point, beavis and junebug got down and slept on the floor. now that's just sad. i just could not be comfortable to save my life. it's all icky and rainy out again today. hello! i need some springtime please before i seriously lose my mind. and for people who don't think the seasons effect your mood, namely my father, i've been in tears since i woke up. i'm fucking crying right now. and laughing a little too because it's so ridiculous. but i can't stop. every time i stop i'll last a minute or two and then the damn tears well up in my eyes all over again. oh well, i'll just suck it up and move on and if you should glimpse a tear or two, just ignore it. today's to-do list... pack up and ship the last nine packages from my ebay stuff. fold and put away the rest of my laundry from yesterday. vacuum the foyer, the hallway and my room. put sheets on my bed and make it :) put the christmas tree in the attic when mama gets home from work this afternoon. clean off the dining room table and hook up my sewing machine. neatly set up my sewing stuff so that it can quickly and easily be moved if the dining room is needed on short notice. vacuum the living room and dining room. set up the treadmill and walk for thirty minutes. go to my counseling appointment tonight. remember how good i always feel after leaving said counseling appointment rather than spending the day trying to come up with excuses not to go to appointment. call dr k's office and confirm tomorrow's appointment and get directions. finish the newsletter for work that i have been putting off for the past two weeks. print 200 easter eggs for the easter egg hunt contest at work. drink NO mt dew all day, and keep track of how much water i drink. um, i think that's about it. we'll see how much i actually get done. and if i'm going to get any of it done at all, i guess i should get off of here and get a move on. toodles 9:59 am - 14 Mar 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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