usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my seirra i just got off the phone with jeff. sierra has been having a lot of issues in the past year and has been seeing a counselor and on several different antidepressants. they keep trying her on different ones trying to find something that will work. anyway, she freaks out and starts hitting herself or she'll burn herself with a lighter or a dropped cigarette butt. she threatens to hurt her brothers. and jeff and jennie both had had to drag her back inside her window where she was getting ready to jump. it's been a really bad a year for her. so today at the counselors office she freaked out and attacked the counselor and jennie. then she attacted drake. she ran out of the office and out of the builiding, through the parking lot and into the street in traffic. luckily no one was hurt. drake was scared and jennie was probably close to heart failure but the cars were able to stop and she was restrained and unable to do anything else. the doctor wanted to call an ambulance right then and have her taken to the childrens psych ward but jennie said that would scare her even more, that she and jeff would bring her this evening. so they are on their way. jeff is devistated and sierra is going to think they are abandoning her when they leave her there with a bunch of strangers. but what else can they do? in one way i want to be there for them so bad i can't stand it. i want to hold my baby in my arms and tell her it's all going to be okay. but at the same time, i thank god that i am not a part of this fucked up situation anymore. edit: sierra is six. she'll be seven in october. 5:24 pm - 12 Jul 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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