usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the road of life i just realized how trivial the shit i write about here really is. i just read a truly great diary entry. granted, like i've always said, this is my diary and i'll say what i want cause i write for myself and no one else. however, t floored me. true, he is the nuckle-dragging neanderthal that he claims to be, occasionally throwing about some great deep topics that really make people think, but, today, his entry was poetry. i know why i feel this way. for the past little while i have been feeling highly unsatisfied with certain aspects of my life. things that i can't really explain. my friends are great. i love jeff and am truly happy with him. however, i'm not in a great place with my family right now and that upsets me, among other things. i felt a few months ago that i was making great progress while seeing leah, my counselor, but i know that i have slid back a great deal in the past four months. this is greatly upsetting to me. i have contacted chesterfield county about getting an intake appointment and starting to see a counselor here and getting back on my meds. i know that has a lot to do with things. slowly i am taking steps in the right direction again. i'm still way off the correct path but one of these days i'll find my way again. 11:39 pm - 29 Jul 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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