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sweet nothings

so i met a dude yesterday. he's nice. he's cute. he's a few years older than me. he's gainfully employed. he's not homeless. yay for him.

he also has a seven year old son. eek.

i'm not really sure how i feel about that, but then, i'm not really sure that this will ever lead anywhere either so i'm not sure it matters.

but the fact that i am excited about having met someone after having been so, not excited for so long, is good times.

just to clarify the whole, eek he has a kid comment that i just made, i have nothing against kids. i love love love kids and want a big family of my own. but, after having dated the loser for four years and meeting and falling madly madly madly in love with his three kids and
teaching them to read
and potty training
and being therr for first steps
and first words
and changing diapers
and wiping noses (and butts)
and first days of school
and bad dreams
and chicken pox
and the flu
and tummy aches
and birthdays
and christmases
and sitting in the sun and watching them run and play and just smiling like a big ol' goof because you are just so happy
and everything else that we did in four years and then the loser and i broke up and *poof* they are all gone out of my life forever and i'm left here with a broken heart.

and i so never want to feel that again.

so i said that i would never date a man with children because it isn't fair to add another person into the equation.

murray old fashioned iced oatmeal cookies are the best cookies in the whole entire friggin world. and i don't like oatmeal. they rock.

this banner is at the top of the page as i write this and it is driving me nuts with the damn blinking lights. and because i hate this banner i will never ever click it and go to this diary. not that i ever click banners anyway. just because someone has a cute and clever banner doesn't mean their diary is worth reading.

i really only got up to let the puppies out to potty. and now i am so going back to bed. yay for sunday's off. and i get to watch the race today too. go me.

toodles

12:39 pm - 27 Feb 2005

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