usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- another week almost gone i just got home from work about twenty minutes ago and i am heading for the bed in about twenty seconds. i haven't had a mt dew in four days (meaning no caffeine). yay for me. i haven't really had any withdrawl issues either which is very strange. my head is killing me today though but it's a migraine, not a withdrawl headache. (yes, there is a difference) the migraine is probably due to the weather and my slowly developing sinus infection. i asked damn near every person in target, guests included, if they had anything for the headache and no one did. usually i have some excedrin migraine in my purse but i took the last two this morning and forgot to refill my bottle so i was dying. i couldn't call my mom because she was at work, i couldn't call my dad because he's in bed with his first case of bronchitus of the year, i couldn't call marinda because she left work puking her guts out and was going home to pass out and i couldn't call jeff because he has no car. and for those of you wondering why i didn't just buy some, i had no cash on me because i am very very close to being broke until next friday so i left all my money at home so i would not be tempted to spend any. not knowing, of course, that i was going to need to purchase drugs halfway through my shift. i was in so much pain that i call brandon to ask if he had anything he could bring me. he didn't but i sort of expected him to say that anyway. i was like dude i am in so much pain that i could give a shit about meeting you i just want drugs, just hand them to me and walk out. but he didn't have any to bring so it didn't matter anyway. so now i want to go to bed but when i lay down i get incredibly nauseous so i get up and go to the bathroom hoping that i'll get sick but i don't so i drag back in here and drink some water and lay back down. i wish i could puke. i would feel so much better. and on that note i'm out of here. toodles oh, wait, i forgot, well, not forgot so much as i'm trying not to think about it too much. we found out today that my brother will more than likely be shipping out to baghdad in early december. he can't tell us exactly yet since his job is security detail and such but they are building up troops to prepare for the elections over there in january. he says he'll either go there or back to africa but either way he'll be spending another christmas somewhere hot. yeah, so, toodles 10:55 pm - 04 Nov 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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