usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- holy insomnia batman! well it is four am and it looks like the nap i had this afternoon is all the sleep i'll be getting before going to work wednesday. i really wish i could take a sleeping pill or something but they scare me. i'm not feeling tired so much as just bored. i really want to go to sleep and i can't and it pisses me off. oh well. the clock is set for six-thirty in case i do doze off. but at this point, i'm scared if i do fall asleep i'll get into that freaky deep sleep again and i won't hear the alarm or else i'll turn it off in my sleep, which i have been known to do, and i'll oversleep and be late for work. that anxiety alone would be enough to scare me out of sleeping. ah well. i can always come home tomorrow evening and sleep if i need to. toodles 3:58 am - 08 Sep 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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