usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i didn't do it. i was dead. the house jeff and i were hoping to rent in hopewell is no longer available but i came across another one nearby that i'm going to look at this evening. didn't go see my dad last night. feeling guilty but i was having a very bad day and feeling very upset and not quite in the right frame of mind to spend the evening in the hospital watching my dad be poisoned in the hope that it will make him well. i'm going to see him tonight. i'm supposed to meet this lady and look at the house tonight which i have no chance in hell of getting. anyway, the house is almost directly across the street from the hospital so after i tour the house i'll head over and spend some time with him. i actually tried to go see him this morning since i was over that way seeing about the other house but there was no place to park within a 2 mile radius of the hospital so after driving around for almost 20 minutes i gave up and came home. there should be less people there this evening anyway. i did talk to him this morning though, after i got home i called him in his room. he's doing much better than he was yesterday morning. jeff was lying on the couch and he and i were talking and he's so exhausted that he passed out in the middle of a sentence. i'm so tired myself and i would kill for a nap right now but it just hit me that i'm going to have to move within the next 10 days and there's a lot to be done. so i should go do it. bye. ____________________________________ i didn't do it. i was dead. 12:15 pm - 27 Aug 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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