usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- once again i am loving the us postal service right now. i just scheduled to have all of the packages i need to ship tomorrow, picked from grandma's house tomorrow when her mail is delivered. rock on. do you know how much easier that makes my life? go me. in other news i had two fried eggs and some north carolina spicy sausage for supper and it was so yummy. you can be jealous if you want, i don't mind. i really have a hankering to just get friggin shit faced drunk for some reason. i'm not sure what that reason is though. but i am so not drinking tonight. mostly cause i'm broke and i can't afford to. lol it was gorgeous monday. all springy and warm and pretty and then it snowed and rained. and then it got a little warm and sun-shiny again. but it was right windy, as march should be. today it was chilly this morning, but it warmed up alright and it was sunny. and then this afternoon it got black outside and the nastiess cold wintery rain started falling. by the time i got off of work the rain had stopped and it was not even really chilly anymore. now i'm hearing that it may be possible that i will see a dusting of snow when i get up in the morning. i think we should all get together and have an intervention for mother nature. obviously she has a serious crack problem and needs some rehab fast. so, it's eight, i had dinner and took a nice long hot shower cause i felt all icky after working all day. and now i'm going to put on my pj's that don't really look like pj's so that i can still go to the store if i absolutely have to, and i'm going to head over to grandma's for another exciting friday night of packing, weighing, and addressing. woohoo. now i know you're jealous. can i just tell you that since i've been off of my meds that my fear of the dark has increased by like a friggin million? and i'm fixing to head out of my house at eight pm. doofus. i'll be paranoid all the way to grandma's house and then scurry across the yard with my key out so that i can get into the house where there is light. because i always leave the lights on of course. part of the reason my sleep is so fucked up right now is that i can't go to bed in the dark. i have to leave a lamp on. i put a low wattage bulb in it but it still bothers me. but turning it off would bother me waaaaay more. so on it stays. for four more days. so, yeah, now that i have once again proven to you all that i am a total fucking nut job, i'm out. toodles 8:03 pm - 11 Mar 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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