usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- whine bitch and moan anybody know where i can come up with $2000 in the next 10 days? i didn't think so. depressed is not the correct word for the mood i'm in. despair is better but still not right. jeff says not to worry, we'll think of something. but i'm all out of ideas. besides, worrying is what i do best. the pet store dude had promised to buy a couple of our geckos from us. we took him two yesterday but he wouldn't buy them. he just bought 3 from someone else a few days ago and doesn't need ours now. maybe, he said, after he sells those 3. he never sells grandis very fast though. because leopards and fat tails are so much easier to care for and breed they always sell faster than grandis. maybe in a month or 2 he'll be ready to buy them. who the hell knows what will have happened in a month or 2? a few of jeff's friends swore that they knew people who would buy them. but now it's been 3 weeks since we got them and they all keep saying, i haven't talked to so-and-so yet, i'll call him tomorrow. they don't understand the position we're in. we had popcorn for breakfast. pretty good except now i want a soda. lol too much salt always makes me crave a dew. now i have to get ready to go to work and handle thousands of dollars in cash. i'll be cashing other people's paychecks all day long. jeff spent yesterday applying for jobs and posting and sending out his resume. he called uhaul about forcing them to give him a position when the bitch, i mean, boss, comes back from vacation, but the chick he talked to was way shitty with him. amy will fire him as soon as she gets the chance. but then he could file for unemployment if he hasn't found another job yet. he can get a job working at the domino's down the street from us. he used to be the manager there. he went in and talked to the current manager, a girl who used to work for him. she gave him an application for a day delivery person. that way he could drive me to work and he'd get off about the same time as me so he could pick me up. plus he'd have cash in hand daily from tips. *shrugs* it's not what he wants to do but it's better than nothing for now. only problem is that we need like 4 new tires. can't anything ever work out? i applied for a job with kinkos last night. they are hiring for a full time overnight position. i don't particulary want to work overnight but i've done it before. and if i work overnight, i could still keep my bank job during the day. i hope they call me soon. just a few months ago things were so great. we had money in the bank all the time. bills were paid on time and in full. the car payment was never late and my mom told me she was proud of us. now i have to pretend to them that things are still okay even though she knows the car payment hasn't been made and i owe her for 3 months insurance and she had to pay my personal property taxes for me. jeff has contacted several lawyers though about getting help with a wrongful termination suit against uhaul. haven't heard anything from them yet though, he just sent the stuff out the other day so i guess we wait. we started our online business and we have all these great ideas for advertising. i just need a new printer cartridge and 100 stamps. perhaps once we get that off the ground things will look up. i'm just tired of waiting for things to look up. i keep trying to be optimistic about things and i keep getting tackled at the knees. optimisim sucks and i'm all out. 11:58 am - 20 Jun 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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