usmcsis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i don't know is it normal to lie next to the man you love late at night and feel lonely? sometimes i figure there has got to be something wrong with me to feel this way and other times it feels perfectly normal. lately i've been insane and i don't know why. there are times when i can't even speak to him without chewing his face off. i don't get it and neither does he. he hasn't done anything wrong. he could say the sky is blue and i lose it. i think i'm cracking up. perhaps it's the fact that we're pretty much together 24 hours a day 7 days a week. strange how i started this out mentioning that i was lonely and now i'm talking about us being together all the time. sometimes though, it's like we aren't together at all. like we are just 2 people co-existing in the same space. hard to explain and even harder to understand. 1:52 am - 13 Nov 2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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